I remember the beginning of spring back in 1995 when I was in a relationship with this guy
who I thought I was madly in love with. I was young and foolish. I fell hard for him
or at least I thought I did. His parents loved me, even his sister and brother.
I gave him a part of me I never gave no one before. He made me feel special or shall
I say for a little while. Three months after our relationship began it started to
end. Things just didn't seem right to me anymore, I felt something was wrong.
Come to find out he was cheating on me with someone else. My heart hurt for awhile.
He claimed it was just a fling, she sucked his dick. We broked up and I went on
living my life. I felt in a state of depression. I remember this nice guy
started to take me out to help ease my pain. We went to the movies and out to eat, he
even took me to the fair. He was like a big brother. Later I found out he wanted to
be more than friends. I couldn't handle having another boyfriend and not him anyways \
because he was like family to me.
This is a picture of my puppy Ox. Jarmall bought me Ox. He passed away not too long ago. I miss him.
I met this guy name Jarmall, he turned out to be my prince charming. I knew
of him but we were not acquainted. I remember he liked me when I was involve with
Mr. Heartbreaker. I thought he was cute, but I would have never tell him so.
He use to come to my track practices and watch me. I knew he used to watch me.
I used to blush about, I couldn't hold a real conversation because I was involve in
a relationship. Eventhough it was on the rocky side I remain true until it was definitely
over. Well, me and Jarmall hooked up through his cousin Atiba. We started having
long conversations over the phone trying to get to know one another. We talked about
pass relationships and many other things I can't dream of typing up on this page.
I told him I wasn't ready to be committed to another relationship beacause I didn't want to
be hurt anymore. He told me he wouldn't but I told him I just wasn't ready.
So we started to just kick it. Well, eventually we got involved and we are still together
after four years. He's the center of my life now. He means the world to me.
There's nothing in the world I wouldn't do for him. I'm ready to spend the rest of my life with
Jarmall. If he ever ask me to the answer is definitely yes. I would never do anything to jeopardize
our relationship because I know I could never find another man to love me the way he does. I could not and
would not cheat on him because his name is written all over my Kitty Kat and I couldn't imagine anyone else loving him
or imagine him loving somebody else the way he loves me and the way he makes love to me. He makes my whole body
shudder. He's like a dream come true. He makes me laugh, he picks me up when I'm feeling down, he just makes me happy.
I thank God everynight for sending him to me. I am truly bless to be in love with him. Our relationship is not perfect but
it's as good as it is. I have no complaints at all.